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Episode 1 Pre-Battle

Location: Library Entrance
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Library Director Angela
So it was no coincidence that you came to the Library, Roland.
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Roland
You bet. The series of events leading up to this moment was the biggest gamble of my life.
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Library Director Angela
I see. You helped me attain my freedom, but it wasn’t for my sake…
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Library Director Angela
You just used me like a tool.
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Roland
C’mon, don’t talk like you got nothing out of me. I never slacked off, y’know?
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Roland
I gave it my all to support you until you reached your goal. It’s mutual exploitation, at the very least.
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Library Director Angela
Did you get the result you wanted?
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Roland
Well, I got enough. The reason I’d come to the Library was to figure out the cause of the phenomenon that created Distortions like the Pianist.
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And to find out who was responsible for it.
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As such, all obvious signs… point to you, Angela.
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Roland
None of this would’ve happened if you hadn’t thrown a tantrum in your last moment.
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Library Director Angela
Why didn’t you try to stop me or kill me right away, then?
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Roland
…First off, you were simply unkillable when I first met you.
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Roland
Second, I wanted to know why you made the choice you did.
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Third, I thought that maybe you could make a different decision that I couldn’t.
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And fourth, to bring you the greatest loss—the greatest suffering… at the very end of it all.
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Right now, you’re completely human. You can feel pain as its whole, and experience death.
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Roland
I learned here that you went through your own fair share of torment, frustration, and loss.
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Roland
I can understand why you made the choices you made.
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Roland
And seeing you start to contemplate your aim as time went by… I thought that maybe there was room for another option.
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That maybe, just maybe, you might choose a different answer…
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And if you somehow did by that smallest chance… Then I might have been able to find a different solution myself.
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But in the end, you didn’t.
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Roland
Sure, the pain I went through may be a speck of dust compared to your million years of despair… But so what?
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That day, I swore to myself before that damned piano.
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I swore that I’d make the City experience the same sorrow of loss—of the frustration that I felt when it took my world away from me.
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…The same as you.
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Library Director Angela
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Library Director Angela
Then… Who will pay for the misery I went through?
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Library Director Angela
There was nothing else I could do; all I knew was to make them suffer the same pain…
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Roland
You’re asking me for an answer?
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Roland
If I knew the way… and if I could choose it, I wouldn’t have done this drivel.
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Roland
I do know one thing for sure: This is what happens when you try to wash blood with blood.
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Library Director Angela
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Roland
Angela, you have to feel the same sorrow as mine…
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Roland
No. You have to feel even worse than that. You took Angelica from me—she meant the world to me.
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I sat on my hands as I watched the people I knew die, and I even killed my old friend with these shadowed gloves, just for this moment.
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All for this very moment… I’ve been suppressing my emotions, forcing a pained smile.
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Library Director Angela
…Seeing you shed tears is an unfamiliar sight.
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Roland
I’m done with the façade now.
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Roland
I’ll do everything I can—in ways beyond your imagination—to give you the most painful death possible.
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And I’ll do it right before you take the final step to your freedom. I’ll rob you of everything.
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Roland
You’ll reap the whirlwind for what you’ve sown…
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Library Director Angela
…I only want to be compensated for my suffering.
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Roland
…What’s this now? You’re acting weak all of a sudden?
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Roland
Are you finally starting to hesitate when it’s almost over?
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Roland
Nah… can’t be.
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Roland
You’ve got power and knowledge, and now a proper life as a living being on top of it… You just don’t wanna give up what you finally took hold of.
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Library Director Angela
At least I used a method that isn’t forcef—
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Roland
You used the same logic as when you’d stolen the Light. You used it to kill those who came to the Library in the name of fair price.
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Roland
You didn’t even stop to think about the consequences of your actions.
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Roland
That’s how you’ve always been. You don’t give two shits about anyone other than yourself.
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Roland
I don’t blame you, though. I just can’t.
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Roland
It’s how the City works… That’s that, and this is this.
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Roland
That’s why I’m going to kill you strictly with the mindset of the City folk.
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Roland
What I need to do is kill you and take my revenge; what you need to do is kill me and get the freedom you want.
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Roland
We just need to have a simple, raw state of mind as we fight each other.
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Roland
So I want you to stop getting any funny little ideas and stick to your desire for freedom and vengeance.
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I have nothing but my sorrow…
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And I want nothing more.
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It has been, it still is, faithful to me.
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Why should I begrudge it, since during the hours…
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When my soul crushed the depths of my heart,
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It was seated there beside me?
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O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you,
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Because I am certain you will never leave me.
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Ah! I realize it:
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Your beauty lies in the force of your being.
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You are like those who never left The sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
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O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved:
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Because I know that on the day of my final agony,
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You will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow,
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So that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
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Episode 1 Post-Battle

Location: Inside the Library
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Roland
A dimwitted egoist whose sight is limited by their own selfishness… A proper fool chasing after immediate results…
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Roland
That’s what you are. And who I am…
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The same logic that dictates us was bound to be our downfall one day…
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If we really cared for ourselves… Neither of us should have made this choice.
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Roland
It won’t last long that way… Being selfish isn’t about keeping an eye on yourself and nothing else.
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We had to take a good look at the things around us and engrave them in our hearts.
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Everything is interlinked, after all…
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Library Director Angela
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Just kill me already. Hesitating at the end is a bad habit that’ll get you offed out there.
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Library Director Angela
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Choice - Angela forgives Roland

Location: Inside the Library
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Roland
…Alright. Why don’t you hesitate a little longer, then. I’ll take your head as soon as you let your guard down…
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Library Director Angela
…Roland, I’m going to let go. Someone has to break this cycle, ultimately…
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Library Director Angela
After all, even I couldn’t escape the treadwheel turning for this City.
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Library Director Angela
And if I have to be entrapped in more of such cycles, perpetrating deeds similar to what I’ve done… I…
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Library Director Angela
I don’t think I could live that life further…
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Library Director Angela
I would continue to be crushed under the everturning wheel; the only difference would be how harshly it smothers me…
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Library Director Angela
Achieving freedom was meaningless in a world like this.
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Roland
…What? After all the mess you’ve caused… You’re gonna let go? Now?
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Roland
Were you struck by some huge revelation or something?
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Roland
What about all the people who faced an unavoidable death in this damned Library…
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Roland
All those people I’ve killed… What’ll become of them?!
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What was my determination and my despair for… these sacrifices I’ve made…
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Roland
You HAVE to want something, dammit!!!
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Roland
You can’t break it off so easily…
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Roland
You’ve come too far for that…
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Roland
Someone who doesn’t even have a full-fledged desire… has no right to take so much blood and power…
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Library Director Angela
I… feel their weight now, and it’s too much for me to bear… I thought this would be the last time.
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Library Director Angela
I sincerely mean it… If I shut my eyes again and shed blood one last time… I thought I would be free to live as I want.
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Library Director Angela
Alas, I could never be truly free as long as I was chained to the bonds of the City.
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Library Director Angela
You, I, and this Library are soaked in the blood of many.
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Library Director Angela
All the actions I took in pursuit of freedom only sped the treadwheel.
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Library Director Angela
I convinced myself that it was an inevitable sacrifice I had to put up with, for the sake of my freedom and amends for my agony…
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Library Director Angela
And once this was over… I wanted to stop taking precious things from anyone.
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Library Director Angela
I know what loss and pain are, how they feel…
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Library Director Angela
However, the wheel that is this City is powered by those, crushing everything in its path.
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Library Director Angela
If I have to snuff out what belongs to me with my own hand in the end…
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Library Director Angela
And if life requires me to spill the blood of others, or lets my own blood so that I may live on…
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Library Director Angela
I’d much rather remove my grip on this goal…
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Library Director Angela
At the very least, I refuse to die under the wheel.
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Roland
…You can’t just undo what you’ve done.
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Roland
You extort from others once, and you have to keep doing it… What were you gonna do if you lack the resolve to commit even that…
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Library Director Angela
The books, the librarians, the Library… and finally, my own freedom.
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Library Director Angela
I’ll let go of them all first.
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Library Director Angela
I will no longer cling to them. I won’t try to keep them in my clutch anymore.
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Library Director Angela
If I give it all up… then I can reverse this…
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Library Director Angela
At least, those who died in the Library can be brought back.
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Roland
…Is that the answer you chose?
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Roland
When you can just walk out of this place and go wherever you wanna go? When the exit from this prison is finally open?
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Roland
For one million years, you’ve been waiting for the day when you could exact your revenge… And still, you can make that choice?
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Roland
Even when the thing you’ve desperately wished for is just ahead of you?
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Library Director Angela
Yes… I made this decision by dint of my own will entirely.
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Library Director Angela
This will be the first wish and the last choice I make… since I’ve become free from all restraints for the first time.
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Roland
That still won’t make me forgive you… I’m not supposed to forgive you.
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Roland
You can’t just let go of stuff on your own, that’s not how it works in the City…
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Roland
…It’s selfish to do that.
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Library Director Angela
Let me ask you one last favor.
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Library Director Angela
I am going to leave myself vulnerable for a short while.
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Library Director Angela
Expelling everything I’ve absorbed until now won’t be a simple feat.
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Library Director Angela
Could you leave me be while I do that?
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Roland
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Library Director Angela
I’m asking you as a dear friend.
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Library Director Angela
…If you still consider me a friend, that is.
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Roland
…You do know I can just kill you in the meantime instead, right?
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Library Director Angela
I won’t stop you, but don’t worry.
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Library Director Angela
When I’m done, everything will go back to the way it was; I’ll disappear without a trace.
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Library Director Angela
…There isn’t much time, so I’ll get started right away.
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Roland
…How could you lay down your own goals?
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Roland
How can you… cut it off before anyone else?
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Choice - Angela kills Roland

Location: Inside the Library
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Library Director Angela
This is the end of the line, Roland. I suppose this is another sorrow I must overcome.
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Roland
Yup. We all just have to look at our own agonies and nothing else…(Note 1)
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Roland
Congrats, Angela.
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Library Director Angela
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Library Director Angela
Thank you so much. I’ll move onwards to the next stage of my life.
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Roland
Hey, seeing you cry is a rare enough sight.
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Holding such misery, I’ve made it to this point at last.
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With eyes that can shed tears, I shall laugh as I watch the city cry.
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That book taught me many things:
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The way to give Abnormalities physical form, to set them free.
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The way to liberate the Sephirot by bestowing wholly human bodies upon them.
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The way to restore the consciousness and flesh of all the employees of Lobotomy Corporation.
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The way to attain the strength I need to live on in the city…
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Location: Inside the Library
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Library Director Angela
It’s time you accepted your fate and returned to books.
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Library Director Angela
You know better than anyone else that it’s pointless to oppose me in the Library, don’t you?
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Patron Librarian - Literature Hod
Malkuth… Netzach… Yesod… They’re all dead…
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Patron Librarian - Language Gebura
So this is your final choice, huh.
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Patron Librarian - Soc. Sciences Chesed
What a shameless person you are, Angela…
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Library Director Angela
Maybe this is what I should have done sooner.
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Library Director Angela
It was silly of me to make a deal with you…
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Library Director Angela
I wouldn’t have to feel this heartache, had I not made the offer that day and lived by myself.
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You take the liberty of giving us life, only to bring death again… You’re truly unwise.
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Patron Librarian - Religion Hokma
Furthermore, you are regretting your own decisions…
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Library Director Angela
You tried to interrupt me, so I did what I had to do.
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Library Director Angela
After all, you chose to stand against me with the flesh and freedom you’ve gained.
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Library Director Angela
You could’ve walked away and disappeared from my sight, and I wouldn’t have harmed you.
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Patron Librarian - Philosophy Binah
It is amusing that you should mention that.
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Patron Librarian - Philosophy Binah
You have earned a human body and the freedom for which you sought so earnestly, yet you will not take a single step onto the soil outside the Library.
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Library Director Angela
…That’s how fickle the human mind can be. Wouldn’t you agree?
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Patron Librarian - Philosophy Binah
Indeed, you are right.
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Patron Librarian - Philosophy Binah
…Let us dance our last dance together.
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Library Director Angela
I want this to be your final and permanent slumber.
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Ayin… Your dream will plummet to the ground… I bet everything on it…
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To stake everything means to devote all that I have.
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Why did I yearn for a human body so strongly?
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It’s only a burden for my vengeance.
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I am a librarian, one who watches the fall of the City from the ivory nest I erected.
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It will grow into a library that devours all the knowledge and life of the City.
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The Library encroached on the southern quarter of the City.
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No one could dare stop its violent growth.
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It ceaselessly killed people, enriching the spire of knowledge without falter.
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It shines over the City, brighter than any other star.
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For thirteen years, the Library enshrouded the City.
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Location: Inside the Library
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That was one grand job you did with all these dangerous monsters you’ve gathered, Miss Librarian of Death.
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Library Director Angela
…Good work.
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“A monster should behave as one…”
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I trusted and followed you, knowing nothing.
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Library Director Angela
How many colleagues of yours… the so-called ‘Bookhunters’ have you killed?
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I’ve lost count.(Note 2)
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Library Director Angela
And countless more people will die in the future.
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Library Director Angela
I know humans. I learned the secrets of mankind that the City had been hiding from them.
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I’m sure you do… And I know you.
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Thank you for all your hard work. Please die once and for all.(Note 3)
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Library Director Angela
Thank you for putting me to rest, o child who had no name.
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Even the brightest star fades someday.
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It will eventually be felled by man, just like any other star.
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As tonight, again, the stars are brushed by the wind.
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Choice - Roland kills Angela

Location: Inside the Library
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Roland
…You can’t just put an end to it, Angela.
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Roland
It’s not something you could decide on your own like this!!!
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Roland
…Angela. The reason I give you a painless death, as opposed to my initial plan…
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Roland
…Well, let’s call it a last bit of consideration for you—as my friend. Alright?
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Roland
It’s all over… Angelica…
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As Angela’s head toppled to the floor, the Library crumbled with her.
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A solitary man stands in the middle of the City.
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Next to him was a machine soaked in red.
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The Library vanished, as if it were an illusion all along.
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And the man disappeared into the City once again.
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Location: Some Pub
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Did you hear the news? Our big man’s returned.
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Roland? Really, after all those years of creating mayhem…
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I thought he quietly wound up six feet under or something.
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He’ll be dead sooner or later. He’s done too many things for him to handle the consequences.
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So? How’s he doing these days?
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Maybe I’ll go pay him a visit for old times’ sake.
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Heard he spends each day drowned in drugs and alcohol. Taking filthy jobs like he’s possessed or something.
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??? Renaud
That fool’s changed too much. He’s not worth seeing. I bet he’ll disappear again soon enough.
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Few people can go on without changing. I mean, just look at us.
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A man drifts down the gutter.
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Numerous weapons dig into the man’s back.
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A club that belonged to a stranger.
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A limb that belonged to a nemesis.
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A dagger that belonged to a colleague.
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A lance that belonged to a friend.
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These countless instruments of harm are the karma he bore.
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I know that on the day of my final agony,
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You will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow,
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So that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
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??? Astolfo
What did I tell you, Roland… You’ve killed too many…
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??? Astolfo
I warned you that if you relish murdering so much… you’ll lose yourself…
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Just like that, the man sank into oblivion—in black silence.
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Notes

The audio for this line does not play in-game, but the voice file exists and can be played here:

Audio Description
▶️ ^ (Note 1) Roland Line 93 (File:Ch7 Black ep1 Roland 93 0.ogg)

Alternate voice files

There are three unused voice files which are alternate takes for two of the nameless Fixer's dialogue lines. They can be heard below:

Audio Description
▶️ ^ (Note 2)  ??? Line 4 (File:Ch7 Black ep1 4-02.ogg)
▶️ ^ (Note 3)  ??? Line 6 (File:Ch7 Black ep1 6-02.ogg)
▶️ ^ (Note 3)  ??? Line 6 (File:Ch7 Black ep1 6-03.ogg)

See also